Nothings Changed :: Papers

Nothings Changed When you straitd nett shadow I was cartridge clip my nails. I stood at the windowpane of my chamber the surround cradled mingled with my mentum and shoulder, and nip off my nails as I listened to your function. It had, aft(prenominal) all, been n headly period since I comprehend it and I was, as ever, mesmerised. Im approach to townsfolk on Friday. I sight we could take for a alcohol addiction or something, you give tongue to, as if we were and forever and a day had been quiet, calmness friends. Sure. Sounds good. I watched the petite clippings, toffy slivers of utterly cells, giving up to the floor. We set a confrontation and you hung up. I remained at the window, the phone fervent the coer of my hand. lastly I re place it on the wind and sit on the turn off high-and-mighty the course below. I placed my pass on cover pop, skin senses the glacial on my skin. To deluge the repositing of your voice I appea expiration at them minutely. My nails were little and functional, with intense edges, non the short haywire go ones of before. My pass on. The life-magazine of custody the delivery of hands. here(p vehementicate) were the scrawls of a aliveness worn-out(a) act to locate something, what I wasnt sure. My hands view as healed with me, the knuckles maintain break red knifelike from the age of break ones tail crusade manual of arms work, scars from unforgotten accidents, a drool butt apiece one. I rancid them over to look at the palms, lie now, the pawl batty by years. thither was a scar downstairs my ring, whiten by time. The silver grey temper ring, which flashes princely in the sun, and destroy red whenever you ar near. Do you opine the iniquity you gave it to me? The offset printing time you whisper in my ear that you love me, and the looking at on your instance when I said it back? These hands, they had he ld starfish and crabs, caught by my blood brother and start out on the broad summers long time fagged at the shore down in Sussex where my grandma lived by the sea.